Ms Camilla/Mr Garrett
He still calls me by that when he called a while ago. It hurts when he calls.
Hurts worse when he dsnt. Hurts the worst when the entire conversation
jus sound so fine. & normal. Like nothin' had evr gone wrong.
So. Work is fine. Mommie is fine. Zoe is fine. How am I?
Yea Im fine.
How can I bring myself to tell him otherwise.
Send my regards to mommie. Yea, okie.
Mommie asked bout' you. Uh, err, okie.
Hows daddy. Same. Good.
Have you been studyin', exams comin' you know. Uh, I shld be I know.
Mommie's givin' me her own set of probs, headache. Uh, Im jus a call away.
Yea, I know, thanks for being there like you've always been. Uh, anytime.
So, whats been happenin' on your side, how is it goin'. I sleepwalked to rajah.
When the heart is dead & closed. Its hard to start somethin', anythin', with
anyone else anymore. That's pretty much how it feels like now. Goin' back to
be the monster that I was termed. A bigger monster this time round.
Cos' nothin' is worth it, nothin' is worth me.
Nothin' really matters anymore.
Only focus in life now:
1) 7-11 Doreamon magnet collection.
2) Exams.
3) This comin' Sat.
