Liability
After much revision of 1 of my favorite subject- Accounting, I've
come to conclude that I'm pretty much like a liability.
Not an investment, like what Ace & Lenny call me.
I'm a liability. To the entire world.
Okie ler, maybe just only to the people around me.
Many people around me.
Ace told me life is like a movie script, everything is written in the
stars, everything is predestined.
& the only thing we don't know is just the ending.
But that's where your wrong.
Cos to think of it, I can choose the ending.
I can choose the way wanna end it.
I can choose to end it.
Life hasn't been goin' very well for me. Screwin' up pple's life
along my way. Stirrin up S***. & havin' my own S*** stirred up. I
messed up almost everybody
in my life whos importatnt. Lets see.
F: Like what u told me, I ruined ur life. Ur dam rite I did.
I realised I did. I'm sorry, but it dsn't help rite?
Gwen: Screwed up ur life. Always makin fun of you.
Always makin' u hav supper with me in hall.
Make u fat.
Ace: Im sorry for being a liability. I know I'm a burden that's
gettin' increasingly heavy. Thanks for everything.
Sorry for being a parasite.
Jazzee: Always talk alot to you durin' trainin, that's why
always get u into trouble. Daddy always end
up scoldin' you.
1 person. Denied of the entrance into my life.
R: Thanks. You know, I know.
Here, we are left with 4 pple in my life who matters
& hasn't got
their beautiful lives messed up by me: Benz, KS, Jielun & Andy.
Benz: Big big big thankew for everythin'. All the knockin'
sense into my head. All the support & encouragement.
The entertainment.
& also the inspiration.
The only difference between these 4 of them & the rest
of the pple in my life, is that they are either
"Far", or "Far-fetched". Maybe that's the only way you can
protect urself, save ur own life.
Stay away from me.
-blandus vos-
Saturday, April 16, 2005
1:14 AM
EuroMed
Hastily did a collage for the pics taken in Philippines. Can
see some of the spastic stuff that I took. More rubbish in Jazzy's
camera.
Even more rubbish videos in Shaun's camera. (I haven't
get to watch them though)
A few things that I was dyin' to capture, but didn't manage to.
Jazzy knows what they are.
Haha. Yes, THAT big advert billboard we go pass
every mornin'.
& that PINK male urinal along the streets.
Thought Gwen will appreciate their taste in color.
Its just this gawdy cubicle by the road.
With no doors, I think.
Portable.
With the words "MALE URINAL", on it.
Cultural differences.
Guess many of us were rather irritated by the excess
baggage issue this trip. Like seriously WTH.
I mean, 4 bowlin balls like already bout'
30kg. Left 10kg for luggage? An empty luggage
with like bout' 9 undies & 9 pairs of socks,
1 polo tee & 1 pair of berms, toiletries. PLUS
my Icebergee, maybe got chance lar.
& don't blame it on the shoppin' lor for goodness sake.
Not on the mangoes either.
On my way there I was already 52kg lor, already
12kg excess. What has it gotta do with the shoppin'?
*Bleah~*
Don't like you.
Oh. & did I mention Jazzy & I were late for 2MINS
(accordin' to "The watch with the correct timin")
for 1 of the briefin?
Oh well... theres always a 1st time for everything.
-blandus vos-
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
5:35 AM
Green Is My New Pink
Haven't blogged for like 2 months!? Gettin' all moldee in here.
Been really busy, that's why. & lazy.
How ironic, when exams start tmr & I've decided to waste time bloggin today.
Goes to show to wat extent I've already given up hope on my exam.
Uni Life. Tertiery Education. F***
Anyway... I wld like to take this opportunity to annouce to my world
of pretty babes that: Green is my new Pink!
Haha. Thanx to all who have so faithfully stood by my pink days.
& sorry to all those who felt terribly miserable under my PinkSiege, Ill
put u all outta ur misery. Heh.
Big sorry to Aidiot: I know Green isn't exactly ur favorite color.
*Ta-Daa*
-blandus vos-
