icantthinkofanythingnow

Wednesday, September 21, 2005
6:33 AM

Bloggin' In RM

Was pretty determined to pay attn and jot down impt aspects of the various lectures' contents

but somehow with a comp infron of me, I cant quite follow thru'.

It's wonderful Tuesday again.

i.e. I get to go to Gwenie baby's engin lecture AGAIN.

Meanin. Can see THAT guy who reminds me of

Faiz AGAIN.

HEH.

Only thing to look forward to on Tues. Esp when I have a super irritatin'

module every Tues. With a wonderful tutor who managed to

send me an email which totally spoilt my day today.

&. All I've gotten from her was,

"oh. I only wanted to get in contact with you. tot you had dengue fever"

Gawd pls save her.

She's impossible.

Met Gwen's classmate on my way to sch today. On the bus. Then.

We were in the same lift.

Then. Saw him again in the canteen after 2 classes.

He is 好帅哦.

Another guy in sch who reminds me of Faiz.

His name is only a jumble of the alphabets in Faiz's name!

Hoho.

Cried for 2 nights last wk. Gotten a confession in return.

An unspoken agreement.

For the nex 4 months.

Something on the train yesterday.

Transported me back to when I was a little girl.

Shocked.

Surprised.

Happy.

Embarrassed...

Dammit.

Spoke to baby gui this mornin'! On msn.

He was in class, I was in class too.

But we are on 2 different pieces of lands.

Separated by 10000miles.

Separated by a different culture,

a different language.

But binded by the same agreement?

17th May 2011?

-blandus vos-

Thursday, September 15, 2005
4:10 AM

我留不住他

可不可以让我在握你的手

可不可以让我陪着你走

爱情还没有开始你怎么忍心让它结束

梦里再也没有你

何必一定要把你留住？

-blandus vos-

Wednesday, September 14, 2005
12:57 PM

The Cycle

They talk bout' gettin' a job. Talk bout' how to get the darn job you want.

Talk bout' everybody tryin' to get that same job. Talk bout' therefore we needa

differentiate

ourselves from the rest, be different, to get yourself hired.

Talk bout' shinin' durin' an interview. Talk bout' writin' a masterpiece

coverletter and resume.

Talk bout' HOW we gonna write it. Talk bout' Qns that may be

asked durin' the interview. Talk bout' how we shld answer them.

Talk bout' how we shld dress how we shld speak how we shld behave how I shld

even check my teeth before the interview.

They talked.

For 2 whole days.

And.

May I ask: If you spend all the time teachin' a whole lot of us all these,

we will all learn the same stuff, use the same knowledge,

do the same things...

Wldn't that bring us back to,

HOW SHLD WE DIFFERENTIATE OURSELVES FROM OTHERS?

Haha.

-blandus vos-

Tuesday, September 13, 2005
4:32 AM

Happy Birthday Baby Sis

Happy birthday BabySista! Happy sweet 16th birthday. Heh.

Though you're gonna spend it in SCHOOL.

In GYM, and at trainin?

HoHo.

(Your birthday present is in the process of construction...)

Just last Friday, Remy ROM-ed!

Weddins are always the happiest, are they not?

Wish ya a blissful marriage dude.

Sittin' in my dearest-so-close-to-heart-gawddam-why-is-everybody-

here-freeaccesslab.

Havin' this full 2 & 1/2 days darn workshop durin' my precious

termbreak.

F***

Someone please tell me what are the holidays for.

Thought they should be filled with shoppin' trips with precious girlies

like the 1 I had with Gwenie baby and mommy and baby joey

yesterday.

With occasional reports or write-ups.

But a WORKSHOP?

And did I mention my school happens to be quite a distance from home.

Saw so many many pretty things I wish I could buy!

Argh. THAT black conductor-lookin half coat from mango, $125?

THAT white velvet jacket from mango also, $110?

THAT big purse lookalike handbag with sequins and beads from Guess?, $129.90?

THAT purple baby doll dress from Mphosis, $50somethin?

THAT black ballerina heels from Guess?, $165.90?

THAT long black useless trench coat with mandarin buttons from Zara, $389?

THAT embroidery mandarin button black flats from 1 of the

many shops in far east...

Boo-hoo.

Back to darn workshop.

-blandus vos-

Wednesday, September 07, 2005
3:05 AM

Ya-daa Ya-daa

Supposed to be readin' case studies and doin' this stupid draft for

stupid AB214. But.

Here I am, bloggin'.

Talkin' bout' AB214 makes me super boil. Know why I felt like I cldn't

breathe and almost died the past 3 wks? Well. That's

cos' we are AHEAD OF THE SCHEDULE.

Dammit. What's wrong with her. Actually thought that this wk's

term break and was like super duper rushin' for the past few wks.

But she's quite hilarious, actually went ard different classes askin'

pple what time they turn up for their mornin' classes cos' there was "this

guy" who was late for 1/2 an hr in her yr1 class.

And. Coincidentally.

I somehow found out that "this guy" she was talkin' bout, is

actually philip! She even mailed him to express her concern bout' his absence

from her class.

Wahaha. Had a damn gd laugh bout it.

Talkin' bout' philip, am I supposed to help him gain weight or the other

way round?!? He's like buyin' me more food than I am buyin' for him lar!

(today he bought this bread that looks like a pile of poo... haha)

And Gwenie baby, if you're gonna look anythin like Maggie Q.

I wanna look like Christy Chung.

Wth.

HAHA.

Finally seein' baby sis at trainin'. Shes not flyin' anywhere anymore.

For the time being. Heh. But baby sis I can't train with you

everyday worh, now with school so only twice a wk alrite?

Sorry! So. Don't "eerrrrrr" me okie.

Was logged into friendster just now. Haven been there a long

while. Goin' thru my friends list and suddenly saw this

empty pic icon box with the word "Anonymous" above it.

Almost died of shock.

Thought why is that word always hauntin' me. Haha.

Then,

went thru' a few pple's accts, saw some pics that unsettled me.

A little.

Got me thinkin' again.

It's alrite. Brush it off.

Look ahead. Kp walkin'

I'm not alone, right sistas?

Today is tues! Long day in school. Meanin. I get to wait for Gwenie baby

to finish school then go home together. Meanin. I'll get to attend her

stats lecture! Meanin. I'll see that malay guy in her lec who reminds

me of faizee baby...

Is that a reason to be happy?

*think len and ace are gonna kill me readin' this. they will be like:

here she goes again...*

-blandus vos-