icantthinkofanythingnow

2008-10-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

"i swear you shld go be a pornstar lor"

what a twisted compliment. '_'

2008-09-26T16:57:00.002+08:00

Emoemoemoemo~

I say: i feel so rejected

I say: n unwanted
I say: none of my men loves me lor u realise?

gwen says: ermm
gwen says: they love u
gwen says: but u jus like those men that loves themselves too much
gwen says: so in comparison u dun get as much love

2008-09-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

2.6half.9.W

Bought the shiniest shit in the shop. Shoppin' wid Love & Lovelove is BADDD.

Told them SPECIFICALLY to stop me from buyin' anythin' for myself.

Love: HOMG~ Nice nice niceeeee~ (the last "nice" is 2 octaves higher...)

Lovelove: how often you buy somethin' when you come shoppin wid me?! 20%20%20%

So. Yea... I REALLY need a shoe cabinet.

And its another pair of shoes that I can wear out with only certain pple in my life.

Kinda limits the number of friends I can go out wid in them...

Ace. Nino. Girl. Jasc. Love (cos she bought one pair toooooo). Daddy. Bro.

David.

Sorry Lovelove, you have to geddem to go out wid me.

KDah~

2008-09-10T03:12:00.001+08:00

2008深港澳之旅！

打消了买400块passport cover 的念头，哈哈。这个才13块。

出发了出发了。。。哟呼~

午夜十二点，到达目的地。当然先去栏桂芳水疗中心舒服舒服啦~!

洗了澡擦了背吃了宵夜按了肩按了脚，终于。进按模房按按背了！

好不容易5点才睡着。。。6点半就给我妈给叫醒了。

我睁开眼睛看了看壁钟，“6点半？！妈！嘞是不是玩野啊？！”

哈哈。结果还是拖着身陪她去三温暖。。。

栏桂芳水疗是必去的地方，太爽了。

哥说到澳门之前，让妈妈先到珠海逛逛。。。

4个小时2个海关口1趟巴士之后，终于！

这豪华的威尼斯人，哦！是我想当职业赌徒的原因之一！哈哈！

登记之后我就再也没出街了，这澳门长什么样子我可不清楚。

只知道我前面这3颗骰子一直跳一直跳，不是大就是小。。。最好别开豹子。

哈哈哈~

可是还是在晚餐后逛了逛，给我发现了这个！

Its a whole friggin' bar... 哥哥有个朋友，因该移民到那。

哈哈。But I wonder if we can bring our own PeelFresh...

大家忙收拾。

我忙拍照！

就连这船票都是免费的！不过。。。搭错车，去错了码头。

这才是对的。。。结果还是花$$$买了票。

Me hopin' that he dsnt kill me evn before immigration~

旅程的第2站!

红色的的士白色的车顶，就跟港剧里看到的一样！

酒店很糟很小。丢下行李后，往大屿山去！

妈妈要去看天坛大佛。。。

酒店位于尖沙嘴，街边的店面夏装清货，都好便宜！

第2天的早餐，到了对面街的CharlieBrownCafe.

我，：“好了，吃饱了！现在上哪？ ”

哥，：“上山顶！ ”

我，：“又爬山！？ ”

结果又爬山又座缆车，上了山顶喝了咖啡之后。。。

杜莎夫人！

哈哈哈。最爱的应该是宋丹平和杜云嫣那一张。

离开香港前的最后一站。旺角黑夜。。。^^V

逛了一趟女人街~ 还有那臭豆腐和鸡蛋仔！

脚已经走不动了不过还有3天的深圳之旅。。。又再次的拖着行李上路了。。。

到了深圳，除了吃。还是吃。第一顿晚餐就已是深圳的一绝，

荣记的香辣蟹~

乳猪耳，凉拌青瓜。

上一次来吃过了，

不过，这一次有不同的体验。。。

从此爱上了中国的白酒。

在此向大家介绍，皖酒王！超赞的。配上啤酒一起喝。干脆拿来弄一杯

深海炸弹， submarine. 哈哈哈。下次到我家试试。

逛了逛不完的东门，到过了一样逛不完的罗湖，又是时间吃晚餐了。

到了一家我忘了记名字的奇怪海鲜酒家。

以下看到的，都是之后乘上桌的！

象拔蚌可是弄成了赤身(sashimi)。还有那*尿虾（第一个字不会打），也称富贵虾或9节虾。

肉是紫色的，拨壳的方式还很讲究。要替虾做做运动，活动活动，

壳才容易脱落。还有花甲。还有烧乳鸽。还有老鼠斑。还有生蚝。

还有怎么能少了，

皖酒王！赫赫赫~

吃饱饱睡呼呼。起床，又吃了！到了华侨城的波托菲诺（Portofino）。

那里的房子又漂亮又贵。是全深圳最贵的，一坪要6000元。

丹桂轩吃点心，还是河边吃的哦，气氛超诗情画意。哈哈。

不明白为什么一定要把餐盘上的菜名搞那么长。。。最少6个字。

回国前的最后一餐，又是深圳的另一绝- 螃蟹粥！

来到了深圳3天，吃了3天的海鲜。昨天量了血压，还好。

以下是血拼回来的战利品。

Scarvies!

I hope its gonna be Sunnie everydayyy~

Moonie everynighttt~

& Rainnie all the timeeeee~

哈哈哈哈哈。完！:)

2008-08-19T14:50:00.002+08:00

哈哈

粉红小天使~

你有必要这么可爱吗？哈哈。

2008-08-13T21:54:00.002+08:00

咳

这成天唉声叹气还真不是办法。可这又有什么办法来着？

"aight, ill b ard"

"b ard?"

"be around..."

"ohh... hey im old & you know that, dont use slang w me?"

"nah~ you still only look 32. haha. oh. wait a min. you ARE gettin there soon now arnt you?"

"haha. thanx for remindin' me all the time, kid"

:'(

他为了工作而活。他为了宗教而活。他为了球而活。他为了车子而活。

他为了她而活。

而他也为了音乐和她而活。

什么时候才会遇见为我而活的他？

2008-08-03T01:42:00.002+08:00

也太~穷了

过了似乎有花不完的钱的一个月，我现在终于领悟到了-穷-的另一定义。

也就是看着房里地板上摆满血拼的战利品，再望着已摆满的橱柜，而感到的。。。

愧疚。与无奈。

但难免还是会有着那沾沾自喜的感觉。。。哈哈。

以下的漫画就能很实在很贴心很清楚地表明我这一个半月把钱花在哪。。。

特别鸣谢浅浅浅蓝宇宙

这些其实啊，还不是全部。这个月没少过30件物品。

从包包到鞋子到衣裤裙外套服饰都~~~快挤不下了。

咳~

我有心机有目地吃了3天的泰式沙拉。

公司楼下的泰式料理摊位的食物还真不错，不过那也只不过是其次。

重要的是。。。泰厨。帅。

在搜索手机里的照片是，偶然看见7月4日那一天，和同事们

到了ps吃热狗庆祝IndependenceDay.

这拍热狗留念嘛，为庆祝IndependenceDay。。。

也都是其次。

重点是。。。哈哈哈。

请看清楚照片的背景！帅。

^^V

2008-07-21T13:36:00.002+08:00

两个星期后的现在，心情平复了好多。没去再想什么。

不过就如我跟妹妹说的，遗憾。和愧疚。没了。

后悔没有做得更多。可以做的其实很多，可我却什么都没做。

渐渐习惯到老地方去见不着他。站在phut1, 熟悉的记忆被陌生的身影替代。

在眼前不断浮现过去的画面，慢慢地被杯里的酒冲淡。

不要再去想，会当作我们从没遇见过。

2008-07-01T22:04:00.001+08:00

续

这篇是续一个月前所更新的东西。。。说过，

失语而沉默，如今依然失语。却已不是沉默着的。

但是同样地抵抗着时间和寂寞。

也说了生活平静时，必有惊喜和打击。

惊喜过去了。现在的打击不必多样，即使单一也已足够。

今天晚上一个人走路回家。回家的路上，想了很多。

也发现自己左边眼的泪水，比右边眼来得多。

心情比放假之前糟许多，本以为放个假大家可以花点时间在一起。

结果是我自己多想了，因为周末的计划里根本就没有我，更没有我们。

没想过我会担心，那是最好的。。。

因为这样我至少能安慰自己你不是故意的。

其实就算是明知我会担心而故意的，

比起来我还真不知道哪一样比较痛。。。

是故意让我担心呢，还是扎根就没想过我会担心呢？

宁愿你耍脾气故意惹我，至少证明你是在乎的。

那一句“根本没想过你会担心 ”，好痛。

也很可笑。

但不比我可笑。

2008-06-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

Yippie~

Today is a happy day. Too many pleasant surprises.

They are alllllllll here~~

2008-06-19T10:33:00.002+08:00

:'(

ma-ga-raa-kom gum-pa-pan mii-na-kom meh-sa-yon

prert-sa-paa-kom mii-tu-naa-yon

ga-da-ga-raa-kom sing-haa-kom gan-yaa-yon

dtu-laa-kom prert-sa-ji-gaa-yon

tan-waa-kom

Sounds like some chantin' right~ I cant rem no shit. Die Die Die, how.

Things we do for the pple we lurve.

2008-05-23T00:38:00.002+08:00

不属于我

失语而沉默着的我，不动声色地抵抗着时间和寂寞。

每次觉得生活平静的时候，总会出现新的惊喜及打击，方式多样且不单一。

2008-05-20T01:20:00.001+08:00

果然

最近有个朋友常用"果然"。应该过不了多久我也会跟着动不动就说"果然".

快跟不上进度。为了love的生日，为了"盛装打扮",

为了不穿着高跟鞋到处跑。所以翘课了。

帮love拍了很多照，但不宜上载。太丑了，会被love杀了。

不过我想说出"太丑了"3个字后，也应该会被。。。哈哈。

虽然最近比较懒，都没更新。但真正的原因应该是天天都没什么新奇的。

上班，下班，鬼混，完了。

明天开始会忙上2个星期。因该更没时间更新了。

Cyn从韩国带回来的。HappyHouse巧克力，太可爱了。

还真不舍得吃。PekoPoko的袜子，应改送给korkor,他老说那是像我的人。

原来我哥认为我是酱可爱的。哈哈。

如果宝贝teerak没哄我开心，就快能见面了。

2008-04-29T10:10:00.000+08:00

*BamBamBam*

This was last night. & these. Are him on da stage.

& this is me and him off da stage. ^^V

我也太幸福了吧。。。 *beams*

2008-04-19T14:17:00.000+08:00

Da Queen~

I swear it was like the queen's birthday... the night started harmless

enough for me, 2 watermelon martinis. While waitin' for bro.

Dragged girlgirl there to crashacuppa

wine toast the birthday boy and blow air kishes onto each other cheeks.

Things started to look real crazy to me aft we joined the party...

the entire area was turned

into a mini make shift bar... with trays glasses icebuckets drinks mixer napkins

straws milk fruits and whatnot. If they could shift the sink & water tap there,

trust me they wld have... the crew and the tenders didnt evn' had to go back to

the bar to get the drinks done... it was awesome. First time I see the roles of

the clubbers and the staff switched. We clubbers were the ones servin' the shots walkin'

ard pourin' stuff down pple's throat, pushin' glasses into pple's hands.

& the staff were the ones seated and gettin' drinks poured down their throats

& drinkin' frm glasses pushed into their hands... lol.

Cool beans. Who spends 6k on their birthday to see every1 else get drunk,

and pop 20bottles of bubbles to celebrate.

I want my birthday like this too... I want lotsa lotsa bubbles.

They are makin' me lurve bubbles.

2008-04-14T00:49:00.000+08:00

Planned dinner Unplanned drinks

我从第一道菜辣到最后一道菜...

哈哈。很棒的晚餐，咸蛋蟹好好吃，

它真是胆固醇的“精华”，哈哈。

黑胡椒蜗牛。咸蛋蟹。辣椒蟹。砂煲大头。燜扣肉。

除了炒青菜和咸蛋蟹之外。。。没有不辣的。不过真的辣得很过瘾，

吃得冷气房里直冒汗，还变成了香肠嘴。

啊一湖南。蛮赞的。难怪嘴巴这么挑的baby都喜欢。

3瓶红酒后再回家喝上singleton 和XO... 简直不在计划中。

加上4小时的k歌之后，结果幸好还是好好的回到家了。

谢谢你的晚餐。

2008-04-11T07:44:00.000+08:00

*clang*

Was precious' birthday. Happy 33rd (*shhhhh*) birthday~! LOL.

Cant believe he finished the cake in 3 mouthfuls,

took like less than 10secs or somethin'.

Aight. Happy birthday once again, be nice to the flower.

2008-04-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

He just keeps dying~

Stopped myself frm goin' to the movies alone fer 10thousand times in the past

2mths cos' the last show I caught (before Monday night!), was KungfuDunk & CJ7

durin' CNY and I have no frens who wanted to catch a movie with me... LOL.

Maybe anonymous was right, I have no frens! LOL!

(oh. Hes now Perfectly Anonymous btw...)

Anyway. Movie. Finally, with Love on Monday night~ In a nearby neighbourhood,

with lotsa junk. One of those supposed shorts teeshirt no make-up slippers

sweater glasses kinda cosy evenin'. Like those we use to have tgt when we were in dorm.

Heh. Free tix fer Semi-Pro from my wax at Strip.

Lamest show ever. But I think Love kinda enjoyed it. :)

Shld have caught Shutters lar~

2 movies in 2 nights! Last night was heroherheromyhero with Lick.

Hes gorgeous... at 40somethin'. Gosh~ But he just has to die in ALL his shows recently.

Like ever since Fighter's Blues. Hes just been dyin'. Even in comedies.

& you always wont see him die, he jus dies ambiguously...

Let you wonder if he died or not, but last night, SURE die lar~!

Charge thru' the whole entire enemy's army alone, how to not die...

Sigh~ Lick was right. Dam hell depressin'.

:'(

2008-04-07T16:23:00.000+08:00

the Definition of 三八

Friday's dinner with the girls was all bout' the difinition of 三八 (in cantonese = sam bpat).

Some1 says it means kaypoh, loud, gossipy, bitchy.

Some1 says old-fashion, dont dress up.

I say it means retarded. I say its used to scold pple.

Realise I almost nvr used 三八to curse or scold anyone.

Shall add it to my cursing vocab.

三八, 臭三八, 死三八.

But according to andy, adding a 臭infront就落伍了... lol.

三八alone is 贴切enough.

Chutima ends her sentences with na ka~

Rattles off in her native tongue in class.

Hard to catch. But I got full marks for listening compre on the 1st day!

wooo. But I cant howlian for long, flipped the notes and realised Ill be jus as

lost as the rest of the class by the 3rd week.

Owells. For the quest of my roots. LOL.

2008-04-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

yea~

Goin' back to school tmr~! Yippie. Cant wait to be a student again.

But education IS expensive... owells.

2008-04-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

原来都和从前一样

原来有些人不管过了多久，也还是会和从前一样，的自以为是。

原来也有些人不管过了多久，还是会和从前一样，默默地等你露出马脚，抓你的把柄。

但为什么又会有些人，前后相差这么大？

妈妈常常看报纸上的报道，然后对我说，

“哎哟！这些神经病，要的时候就爱到iloveyou啦，i什么you啦，不要的时候

就跟他剁到像肉酱！”

当两个人在一起交往，所谈的爱与包容，分手后都跑到哪？

曾经那么地深爱着，一旦分开，恨/惧/厌，都一定会代替了爱吗？

分手后当朋友，真的很难？

突然发觉十多岁的我和现在的我比起来真的有不一样。

就算是同一部片子，隔了几年再看一遍，感想有不一样。

5年前，注意的是角色们穿的是什么买的是什么笑话是什么。

5年后的今天，注意的却是角色们在第六季和第一季比起来明显地老了很多。

还有突然能和角色们同样地为了岁月不留人的现实而操心。。。

咳。

有没有人能告诉我，如何去掉脖子上岁月的痕迹。

眼角的鱼尾纹，是我多心了吗？

昨天花了25。55块卖了一本书。每天看每天学。

每天早睡早起跟着书做，每天酱出门酱上班酱见人。

应该很快就会被嫁出去了吧。

才刚刚见一次面，下星期你又要飞了。

这一整个月，你也没多少天在国内吧？

到处飞的你一定好累。这个月还有好多事要你做。：）

我应该能跟着去。太好了。

2008-03-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

*shrugz*

One whole month aft my birthday, Im still celebratin' it.

Got this last monday. :]

Thank you thank you~

& one month aft valentines day, I went on Da Flyer~~!

Rained frm Monday to Thursday... Thank gawd weather was so nice on Friday.

Worried for nothin', was damn scared gonna storm when Im in the tiny capsule.

But just look at them skies, fluffy fluffy fluffy clouds. A tad too sunny for my likin'

though. Owells. :]

The last pic is friggin' hilarious... white *poo*.

How "clean" can your poo get?

2008-03-15T05:28:00.000+08:00

*Srcumppy*

It dsnt take me lesser time to blog in eng. Lol.

Last night last night, so wanted to cancel & just go home to my vcds,

but went ahead anyway aft work... HAHA.

Aft dinner, this was what I did for the whole night!

Tryin' to scoop Stitch & Scrump.

Scrump is so much cuter than Stitch...

There are 4 different kinds of Stitch inside, but Scrump was right THERE,

almost fallin' off.

Aft a gd 10mins, Scrump fell off. Fell right back into the pile of mentos... :/

(see see, its right underneath the "bridge")

Change strategy! Instead of only scoopin' mentos, we scooped up Scrump again.

LOL.

We got so gd at scoopin' up toys instead of just mentos, we scooped up ANOTHER

Stitch... but it bumped Scrump back into the pile of mentos AGAIN.

(see see, Stitch with Scrump back underneath on the left... But Ugly sailor Stitch is up)

Push push mentos push push, & we got the Ugly Sailor Stitch...

Which we exchanged, for Scrumpy! LOL. I totally didnt know we cld just get the

arcade crew to open up the machine & change 1 toy fer another. :]

So now we've got Scrump. AND. we scooped another Scrump up!

& another Scrump...

(notice theres now TWO Stitch & Scrump on the "bridge" now)

Finally. 40mins later, we decided to be contented with just 2 Scrumps...

& a whole bag of mentos.

I hate mentos by the way... lol.

This was next! LOL.

Super cute those purses! & those Mickey confections, lol.

Too bad I only managed the Mickeychocolate & MickeyFrenchMacaron.

The MickeyPretzel & MickeyWaffle super super cute.

End of night!

2008-03-04T15:21:00.000+08:00

终于

如果能像love一样把每一天的照片都上载就好了，但我真没那耐性。

好不容易拖了整1个月，终于把生日礼物拍下来了。

大多都是些化妆品。

不过少拍了双鞋。超漂亮的。

昨晚收到前男友从qatar传的简讯。

那傻瓜祝我生日快乐。哈哈哈。

曾经交往过4年，连我生日都忘了？

原来他真以为自己才离开了1个月。。。

真以为现在是2月， qatar没日历吗？ :]

就知道你不可能会忘记。

好。该睡了。明天起来做早餐，煎松饼！超有兴致的。

因为有了这个！

哇哈哈哈。

2008-02-28T07:45:00.000+08:00

懒懒懒

一直想把所有的生日礼物拍下来然后上载。懒。

一直想把过年的照片上载。懒。

这一整个月的周末都要工作。懒。

想和大家一起到吉隆坡。懒。

想把头发剪了染黑。懒。

西班牙好远。

法国也好远。

那天晚上真有想过要去，只不过。。。对不起。

昨晚也有想过要去。

这样对我们大家都比较好吧。：]

想念korkor的笑声。可能过两个月和mama一起去HK找你！

等天气没酱冷吧。

照片照片照片。快了快了，这个周末。

2008-02-05T08:14:00.000+08:00

有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心

日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停

出现那些你对我好的场景

2008-02-05T04:55:00.000+08:00

最好的生日礼物

昨天原本是buy-a-LV-day吧？

结果一整晚都没睡。

现在头好痛，心也好痛。

2008-02-01T04:50:00.000+08:00

今年二十有。。。又有一

哈哈。今年给自己的生日礼物。也是收到的第一份礼物。

最爱dior了。也爱西瓜皮！开心。

不过化妆品有点多得化妆桌摆不下了。妈咪看见就想晕。

也不会很乱啊。。。这叫作乱中有序！

至少东西还没到找不到的程度。 ^^v

祝我生日快乐！

心情再怎么不好。。。生日还是得过。总不能辜负了大家想帮我庆祝的心思。

哈哈。臭美我最在行了。

不过心情真得很不好。。。

天在下雨，下着大雨，好像是代表我的心，

我不哭泣，我不伤心，

只要给我拥抱就可以。

站在这里，想着过去，最爱的人都不在一起，

我的孤寂说给谁听？

只想找个人聊聊而已。

他在哪里？

2008-01-03T04:07:00.000+08:00

“新年新希望”

个屁啊。没希望就不会失望。这是今年的原则。

难不成还要戒烟戒酒。。。

不敢相信除夕晚竟然连一张照都没拍。

可恶的澳洲佬，搞丢了我的发夹。。。又得再做一个。

真是的。这些老外是怎么了。

随随便便把这个弄上去了。还觉得满不错的。。。哈哈。

至少是会动的吧。。。希望老板不会太讲究。哈。

2007-12-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

review for the wk

2007-07-21T06:06:00.000+08:00

Review for the week

Monday.

Lunch: Whipped potato. Coleslaw. Chicken.

(What I think led to the tragedy for the rest of the wk)

Dinner: 2chicken wings.

Sleep: Lights out- 2300. 0144. 0348. 0434. 1100.

Tuesday.

Lunch: White porridge. Fermented beancurd. Olive vege.

Dinner: Cup noodles with egg.

Sleep: Lights out- 2300. 0038. (Woke up to ice myselk & spoke to sayang)

0247. 0328. 0517. 1130.

Wednesday.

Breakfast: Milk. Bread.

Lunch: Milk. Yoghurt.

Dinner Milk. 2Eggs.

Sleep: Lights out- 2300. 0018. 0337. 0550. 1145.

Thursday.

Lunch: Egg. Potato. Beancurd.

Rubbish: Bubble-tea.

Dinner: Beef congee with egg.

Rubbish: M&Ms dark chocolate, nuggets, fries.

Sleep: Lights out- 0115. 0343. 0525. 0658. 0832. 1038. 1145.

I spent 4 days sleepin' like crap. But at least I always sleep the best frm 6am

to 11am. Until las night. I think I shldnt have gone out for some sun.

Or maybe I shldnt have eaten those rubbish.

My head is gonna explode. I feel like I havent slept at all.

Love & i

2007-07-20T03:08:00.000+08:00

I stole this!

Love can have allllll the nutty ones.

kick the ass

2007-07-18T02:46:00.000+08:00

Kick the ass

I think I jus' heard baby say "kick the ass"...

shes 4. Who in the world taught her tt.

But she spends most of her time at my place.

Not me.

2007-07-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

Wrongwrongwrongwrongwrongwrong

Everythin' tt I do & I say is jus wrong wrong wrong arh. Why why why?

How come only pple ard me gettit', huh huh huh?

Cos they bias meh? Jus cos' they are my frens arh.

Sorry lovelove & love. If they kp houndin' you. I didnt mean for it to happen this way.

:'(

Only thing that wont ever go wrong. The way sayang eats his donuts... hole last.

Orange & Light Blue Trimmings

2007-06-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

Orange & Light Blue Trimmings. Worse.

My academic robe is the 2nd uglist thing on earth.

After buyin' it last night, I am officially broke.

And.

I got no $$$ to take grad pics & family portrait, how sad is that.

LOL.

I am so broke, no wonder PEOPLE like to talk to me in that kinda tone. HAHA.

Hor hor hor?

sayang

2007-06-22T11:27:00.000+08:00

无言

我： “你有多相信我？”

你：“ 我不相信你。”

我：“哈哈。那很好，因为你最好还是不要太相信我。”

你：“啊？不是啦。只不过我觉得一个人对另一个人的信任不代表什么，不能用来

衡量我的感情。”

我：“嗯。” *shrugz*

你：（无言）

你：“告诉你一个秘密。”

我：“嗯。什么？你说。”

你：“我已经开始慢慢地爱上你了。”

我：“啊？嗯。我想你最好不要。”

你：（无言）

本来和sayang的感情立场清晰。现在又模糊了。

***

儿子：“为什么？为什么要我这样做？”

妈：“你就照我的话去做。如果你不听我的话，我就会去死。”

Issit cos of the dubbin' & translatin' tts why it sounds like this or. Do they really

speak like that to each other in korea?

Been cryin' too much cos of these dramas.

Worse.

dilated pupils

2007-06-20T05:13:00.000+08:00

Dilated Pupils...

Felt like a friggin' vampire... everythin' was so friggin' bright. Had to wear

shades in the middle of the night to drive? Worse.

Sayang is back from his trip! No prezzies! But lotsa stories. =D

& a phone tt's still rosak.

深感触

2007-06-15T15:39:00.000+08:00

深感触

最近不是自己开车就是sayang接送，所以好久没有搭地铁回家。想念那独自慢步回家，听着

ipod，走过停车场怕人跟踪的感觉。哈哈。今晚没车也没sayang。ipod让我感触好多。

好久没有写些感性的。

在想：其实，表面上看起来最最最开心的是我。但以现在的状况

和lovelove, love 和 jas 比起来，我在感情路线上和她们的比分，我因该是零。

看似精彩，开心，浪漫的生活方式，或许真的是空洞的。寂寞地。茫无目的地。

不是怕了爱情。不是累了。不是不相信男人。

只不过选择活得像个男生。不要约束于一个人，不要只为一个人而活。

四海为家，是让心,四海为家。

但这不指花心。不指不正经。不指敷衍爱自己的男生。不指占他们的便宜。

指的是，不让哪个男人比哪个男人重要。不让哪个男人比自己重要。

知道自己身边的朋友没有几个能接受我这种爱情观。因为和我一起长大，见过我曾经

毫无理性的为爱而活过。所以都想不通我的爱情观怎么起了那么大的变化。

知道你们不赞成，知道你们或许会想要回我曾经的那小女人。

我之所以会是现在的我，不是因为哪个男人造成的。

是自己的经历，岁月的累积，人生百态的磨练。不敢说自己见识广，只会说世界

真的不像我们想象中华丽。但是。爱情世界里，也不纯粹是灰暗的。

爱过也痛过。口口声声说不敢再奢望什么，但我对爱情还是有期待的。

暂时没奢望也没期望，是因为还没遇到我的真命天子而已。。。哈哈哈哈。靠。

所以你们不要以为我放弃了爱情，因为我生来就是个爱情的动物！

你们也不要放弃爱情。

像你们3个就爱得好好啊。

（虽然没我的轰轰烈烈，但还算过得去啦！哈哈。）

和你们的爱情观不同，不代表我不会明白你们的心事。我们4个之所以能有今天

这般深的友谊，走到今天，也是因为大家在某方面的想法一致啊。=]

最后，有几句话和你们分享。

曾经我也痛过，我也恨过，怨过也放弃过。在自己的房间里觉得幸福遗弃我。

但是如果没有分离和背叛的丑陋，又怎么算是真爱过？

请你试著相信，一爱再爱，不要低下头。

别因为怕青春会消逝，所以就不再信单纯的美梦。

我会在这岸看着你游，为你的坚持而感动。

你会的。有一天会幸福的。 X)

爱得好好又很幸福的那位，你就当我在放屁好啦。读读后过过瘾就算了。嘿嘿。

爱得好辛苦的那位，你要多为自己和未来想想哦。勇敢地不当爱情傀儡，

会是我为你而感到自豪的一天。

爱得。。。我也不知发生了什么事的那位，心情不好的你，开心点，漂亮点，世界才会晴朗些。

终。

想念你

2007-06-12T17:05:00.000+08:00

“想念你 ”

我这人可不知怎么想的。怎么可能有办法，在同一时间，以3种不同的方式：

msn, 简讯，电话。

和3个不同的人说“对啊，我也很想你。”

我究竟，到底，真真正正地，想的是谁？

我也不知道。*shrugz*

sayang

2007-06-10T04:03:00.000+08:00

"My Teacher is a Gangster"

A couple of wks back found MCP male lead for korean drama.

Now Ive got a gangster teacher.

The word "donuts" took on a whole new meaning for me last wk.

Felt like ChapmanToh in Jielun's car for the 1st time in the movie Initial D.

Minus the puking, of cos. But was close.

Teaching by day & nonsense by night.

But sayang had been really sick for the past couple of days, evr since our star-gazin'

night. Romantic star-gazin'. Crazy star-gazin'.

Sayang: "eh. it was romantic oki! What did I do to qualify for 'crazy'?!"

LOL. Romantic & crazy is jus a thin thin line apart, accordin' to Lick.

Needa brush up my malay once again its becoming useful again.

Heh. Not like sayang cant speak english...

Although its getting really difficult with so many diff languages in my head.

My spanish & thai & malay are all jumbled up.

Ugh.

Tummy's been hurtin for 4 days. Somethin's wrong but I dont know what.

Cos I haven seen a doc... I dont wanna go alone.

No1 replyin' my sms. No1 takin' my call. All either sleepin' or has plans.

Ulcer? Stones? *shrugz*

Pain go away pain go away pain go away pain go away...

自恋篇

2007-06-07T17:09:00.000+08:00

自恋篇

就像entry title 所说的一样。自恋篇。都是自各的照片。不需要多解释。

三个月前，恋爱中的我。love拖了好久才寄给我的照片。

乾哥哥来新三天。我当了三天的旅客。拍了三天的旅客照片。还以为自己真是旅客。

上星期回到了心爱的曼谷。上一个篇章说过了。不开心的。现在说说开心的。

和kiwi在nang len 拍的照。手里拿的是p'krit 的尿。警察零检。验尿。查毒。

没尿的都不准出club。不过又有谁知道那杯尿是哪个瓜尿的。靠。

超笨的。

结果大家手里的杯，都是p'krit一人尿的。他真是超多的尿。哈。

bkk for 2 days

2007-05-30T14:43:00.000+08:00

有缘无份&无缘无份的区别

很多人都以为人与人能相见是缘，那是因为他们的见识有限所致。

因为。更多的时候，人与人，不见才是缘。

你说说看，这有缘无份还是无缘无份，比较惨？

我觉得以上两种状况都不比有缘有份，但又是"有限"的有缘有份，来的惨。

因为"有"和"无"，至少是绝对的。干脆利落些。

不如我们明天就约在巴黎好不好?反正只是说说而已。

至今，你失约的日子，总共加起来足够我放一整年的假期。

听够了你的不好意思，你的对不起，你的零时有事。

厌倦了在约好的一两个小时前，收到你电话感到的失落。

300美金一晚的酒店套房; 厨房，客厅，饭厅，卧房，我一个人住。没关系。

3架电视机。我一个人看。无所谓。

2间厕所。我一个人用。还过得去。

1张床。是我一个人睡，没错。

你是哪根筋不对？

1张机票。3天花不完的钞票。礼物。一连串的道歉。一个秘书。

谢了。玩得很开心。一个人，很开心。没有你，很开心。

2007-05-23T09:25:00.000+08:00

犯规

照理说，是犯规了。

算是和别人约会？

上了山顶，看了1小时的星星。"半"飘移的技术下了山。赫赫。玩命。不过超爽的。

这犯规嘛。。。也要被逮得着才算。

算是和别人约会？所以应该不算。

Love 的生日。吃了一顿。有照片在此为证，我也懒得多说。

礼物不是看过而想要的，但至少是喜欢，适合的。松了一口气。

生日快乐。祝：青春永驻。哎，不对。应该祝：福如东海，寿比南山，才对。

大家又大了一岁！呵呵。

最近没和 lick, jasc, angiee, 小瓜一起闹。这一星期没见着大家。我忙起来可是把大伙给

忽略了。再加上生病了。糟了。

2007-05-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

My own version of Korean Drama

Watched My Lovely SamSoon last year when everyone was so crazy bout' it.

Favorite scene was when they HyunBin character shouted at SamSoon,

"不准你看别的男人。只听我说的话。只倾听我所说的话。"

So MCP but so man & so sweet. The perverted me like.

Had my own version 2 nights ago.

"我要你记住我。要你等着我。要你守着我。要你每天打电话给我。

不准和别人约会。不准忘记我。知道吗？"

Met my MCP.

2007-05-18T09:37:00.000+08:00

吴医生呢？

小样的病了。昨晚去了医院。吴医生不在，还有13天。

2007-05-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

My LV Day

Yesterday was a full day of LV. Lol. Drove ard in this cool 'thing'.

Check out the seats. Every1 was lookin'

can! Drove thru Taka to get into the carpark & felt damn paiseh when the whole

taxi Q was starin' at us. Thank gawd I went out in a vintage dress (compliments of

my vintage queen fren- Lick), tt totally matched the car! Now I sound bim.

Which reminds me. All Lick needs now is this

car tt I was in, to complement her wardrobe. =D

He called it golf. I hope its not the very very very very old version of lovelove's car.

& he bought this for me! I think its either our taste is so alike or he knows me so damn

well. It was on my X'mas wish list can, the exact same 1. & he definitely didnt see the

list. Went into to shop, he saw it & asked me to check it & bought it. 爽快。

I love you lots. Will miss you! Maybe june fly over to visit you okie?

End of yesterday.

Today. Passed my stupid HI. Like how idiotic lar me. Oh well.

Bought 200bucks worth of bak-kua.

Got stopped, like literally she ran outta her booth/shop to stop me in the midst of my stride,

cos of this:

She actually saw it the 1st time I walked past. Stopped me when I walked back.

Told her bout' my shop tt's openin' soon. 1st customer on the list. Hah. Cool beans.

Shop expanded, doubled the size. Took ovr the shop next door. Cool beans.

Some sweet lovin'. Tt is meant to contribute extra and unwanted calories. & to worsen a

developin' cough.

Good night world. Long day tmr'.

*beams*

怕了

2007-05-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

我怕了男人

Dont like men without plans.

But terrified of men with plans, with ME in their plans.

Leave me out of it pls.

我怕了你们。饶了我吧，你们计划的未来，先别把我算在内。

Never know you will spend all your time & efforts mouldin' my world ard you

& then thrash it with your own hands.

我的心

2007-05-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

我的心

散去的人群，璀璨的霓虹，拉长深夜的黑，深夜的温暖。

回忆的长廊，到底是谁在背后推着我走？

我早已习惯这夜的暖。

我说嘛这人影消消散散，一切都是那么的动荡。

那人与人之间，最重要的就是信任嘛。

不过要完全信一个人，把整颗心都挖了出来交过手，

很难。

现在很难。

亲爱的

2007-05-09T15:30:00.000+08:00

“晕 ”

Me: "我去冲凉。给你15分钟，替我给你想个名。不要连名带姓叫你，好没礼貌。"

Him: "叫我亲爱的。"

Me： "*晕*"

(-_-)

Me: "把我家厨房烧了我妈会不止一棒把你赶出门去。"

Him: "没关系。打是亲。"

Me: "连我妈都还没见过你就像打她的注意哦？"

Him: "这叫把丈母娘拉近，女儿就。。。"

Me: "*晕*"

(-_-)

2007-04-27T13:40:00.000+08:00

*beams* (part 2)

Big kiss from magic today.

2007-04-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

The story of Moo & I

1st day of school, 1st time we met:

(2 sleepyheads in class)

A: "eh. you want mentos?"

B: "orh. thanks. hi. camilla."

A: "uh. hi. im jeremy. nice to meet u."

Last day of school, today:

(on the way back to office on AYE)

B: "what the **** is that van doin'?!"

(*bbooommpp*)

& that's how the story of me & my baby moo goes.

magic

2007-04-23T05:23:00.000+08:00

*beams*

Been workin' workin' & workin'. Although I shld be studyin'.

Damn irritated with the job interview yesterday, but oh well.

Irritated with another person. Damn! Im workin WITH you not FOR you.

If you dont want me to be brainless infront of you, then stop treatin' me like Im brainless.

F***.

Jus glad the work's done, I cant careless bout' the next show, go eat shit.

Should really be studyin' today. No1's free to study with me. Will head out on my

own, maybe airport. Maybe town.

The date tonight? Maybe.

The happiest & most hilarious thing in 4wks had just happened last night.

Need some magic perhaps? Instead of all the sunshine & chocolate.

Back on my addiction. This time round, a lil' away from Heroin.

An sms a couple of days back read,

"I (cant) wait for you to come (all) over."

Wtf.

A more blatant one went,

"I give great massage."

Errr...

Life to be a monster right back on track.

Bring it on, world.

widget

2007-04-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

The difference or. Similarity between the escape artist &. The conqueror.

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

Love keeps runnin' & I keep chasin'.

In a weird way, we will always be goin' in the same direction,

for a different purpose. ^^V

2007-04-19T02:59:00.000+08:00

It helps

我像空气地，一天一点被忽略

明明知道会有一天你对我不会再有想念但

过去的一切该如何放开

曾笑得那么甜是因你给了我誓言

each & everyday you wanna have me next to you

& you said to the world you'll never let it end

你渐走远了，一天一点的思念

till the end of time in a world so close to me

Im so in love with the man who was in my heart

David says write it out, it helps.

It does, a lil'.

2007-04-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

Ms Camilla/Mr Garrett

He still calls me by that when he called a while ago. It hurts when he calls.

Hurts worse when he dsnt. Hurts the worst when the entire conversation

jus sound so fine. & normal. Like nothin' had evr gone wrong.

So. Work is fine. Mommie is fine. Zoe is fine. How am I?

Yea Im fine.

How can I bring myself to tell him otherwise.

Send my regards to mommie. Yea, okie.

Mommie asked bout' you. Uh, err, okie.

Hows daddy. Same. Good.

Have you been studyin', exams comin' you know. Uh, I shld be I know.

Mommie's givin' me her own set of probs, headache. Uh, Im jus a call away.

Yea, I know, thanks for being there like you've always been. Uh, anytime.

So, whats been happenin' on your side, how is it goin'. I sleepwalked to rajah.

When the heart is dead & closed. Its hard to start somethin', anythin', with

anyone else anymore. That's pretty much how it feels like now. Goin' back to

be the monster that I was termed. A bigger monster this time round.

Cos' nothin' is worth it, nothin' is worth me.

Nothin' really matters anymore.

Only focus in life now:

1) 7-11 Doreamon magnet collection.

2) Exams.

3) This comin' Sat.

OMFG

2007-04-15T11:18:00.000+08:00

LOL.

As usual. Ill always have to go try the stuff that Love has tried.

Furnie tests that she can dig up online.

& boy are our results always so damn different.

LOL.

Why am I nothin' like Love.

(Love's results at gdiot.blogspot.com)

So. What can the Warrior Monk learn from the Tantric Master, huh Love?

Happy belated

2007-04-14T03:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated. (amended)

(This post has been amended due to unforeseened reasons & unintended audience(s).

Any misunderstandins/disputes/rows/clashes/

differences in opinions & disagreements, are truly, truly. Unforeseened.

As for intended, regular readers, you must have already read the post the 1st time

round. But. Pls do not try to spot the differences, do not discuss amongst yourselves.

For the changes are minor, unsubstantial & insignificant.)

Woke up today and suddenly remembered that I forgot all bout' it. Like totally.

Somethin' I had always remembered for the past 6years, I actually forgot.

Shows how f-up I had been the past couple of wks.

&. Still is actually.

Dug these dusty pics out. Thought they were rather furnie. Never knew they existed.

Dont rem takin' them even. Not my camera.

Happy belated.

Happy? Happy.

2007-04-10T12:09:00.000+08:00

My Good Thursday

Backtrack a lil', my good thursday.

Despite how everywhere will be crowded cos it was eve of long wkend,

we still managed to go where we wanted & didnt get squashed.

Heavy dinner at forum.

Then chillin', supposedly. At DoubleO.

But ended up as hardcore drinkin' once again.

3 of us girls, 1 bottle. No less, no more.

Way to go.

We were probably nuts.

But oh well, all the liquer.

To kill the baby... LOL.

2007-04-10T06:34:00.000+08:00

"How to be an angel"

Read an article titled that.

Dont think it helped.

Dimples. Llove.

2 new names Im gettin' used to.

I hate being shouted at. Esp when I was in a terrible mood.

Shldnt have gone for dinner aft work.

Shld have jus gone home aft wor. Could have saved some tears even. & calories.

Spent 3hours at the cemetery last wkend. Liked it there, pretty cool.

Weather was good. Cloudy & moonless sky.

New year resolution 2007 :

"Stay away from chocolates, men and sex."

New year resolution 2007, altered :

"Stay away from chocolates, men and sex. After I get burnt once."

And I call Garrett 'chocolate'. What kinda coincidence is this.

"I may not be attracted to you physically. But you've got a beautiful

heart. & that's whats impt for a lady. & that's what makes you

attractive." - Don

He cracks me up.

& Adrian being Adrian, told me what he thinks I shld do. Needed that.

Tinythoughts. Munchkin-land, yes I think maybe we shld go out for a drink

sometime when Im free.

2007-04-04T15:15:00.001+08:00

今天和明天的分别

在与自己。

不会选择从头来过或从新开始。

我会选择再重复一次。

不是笨。只不过这段日子真的无怨无悔。

每天有太多太多的人和事物让我想起。回忆太美太甜，

伤口太深，我很难放得下。

每天想起早上一起在镜子面前刷牙的我们。

刷牙后抽着烟在马桶上要我帮你拿厕纸和毛巾的你。

放工回到家后在厨房里准备晚餐的你。

你的身影你的声音你的心跳你胸前的温暖。

你说过的话。我没说过你却听得见的话。

你和我之间的感应。

最后你的坚定不移。

最后我的难以割舍。

就算忘不了，也没大不了。

反正一切都已不重要。

本因有你，世界有了个样。

现在因无你，世界完全没了样。

2007-04-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

Claire dont care bout' me le...

Then soon its gonna be love

then love love.

Even Claire also dont care bout' me le.

2007-04-02T08:18:00.000+08:00

发现

今天发现，房间里被单好多天没整理，

纸带好多，杯子好多，还没看的信好多。

发现原来失恋，能从一个人房间里的状况看得出来。

昨晚发现，安眠药止痛药兴奋剂和酒，

最好不要一起吃。

昨晚也发现，我很爱你。

但发现，还真的不想为你死。

因为发现我更爱自己。

2007-03-30T11:39:00.000+08:00

Back to where I came from

"Cam must have recinded the decision to go for love, forsakin' money..."

Yeap. But love forsaked me. Forcin' me back into believin' that love wont last,

love wont pay. & that money probably still should.

老天给了我多一次嫁入豪门的机会

:'(

2007-03-28T04:01:00.000+08:00

My life filled with cute Sunshine & hot Chocolate

Hes damn cute. Hes damn hot.

But my love for you is deep and meaningless.

pissed

2007-03-24T14:32:00.000+08:00

I am so damn fuckin' pissed

I. AM. SO. DAMN. FUCKIN. PISSED.

I know not if I was too optimistic in the beginnin', or is this

pessimism Im feelin' now highly uncalled for.

i hate mongolia

2007-03-22T11:03:00.000+08:00

I hate Mongolia

Aft realisin' that I hate FYP, this wk Ive got a new-found hatred.

For Mongolia. Damn presentation.

Decided that some dinosaurs are not as scary lookin' as their names suggest.

Got a new haircut. Decided to do something ridiculous to myself again.

Gwen, Lick, Jorwe, Claire saw. Laughed their head off.

Each had their own unique way of reactin' to the hair.

Mr Sunshine hasnt seen it yet. Think my bf's gonna die. Laughin, perhaps.

Been feelin' irritated. I want my clothes, my stuff & my keys please. Ugh.

Praise the lord well done the wkend is comin' again.

i hate fyp

2007-03-18T15:08:00.000+08:00

Takin' its toll

I hate FYP. It took me 4months to realise that.

"Finish Your Paper"

"Fail Your Project"

"Fuckin' Your Pantad"

"Frustratin' Your Professor"

"Findin' Your Path"

"Feelin' Your Penis"

Frustratin' your prof while finishin your paper but in the end fail your project.

3 FYPs in 1 sesntence, am I gettin' good at this or what.

Mr Sunshine got his new toy... sleepin' with it by his bed.

Day out with gwenie & tze. Love ya both.

To chocolate lovers outthere:

If 1 day only 2 bars of chocolate are left on planet earth & they decided to take refuge

at your house, will you

1) hand them over to the government,

2) let them reproduce,

3) eat them?

back

2007-03-15T14:03:00.000+08:00

Back, again.

Been travelin' bout a lil too much for my likin'. Back, again. From the Philippines, again.

Lol. 3rd trip of the yr & its only March.

Havent had the time to blog. As the world can tell. No time, 2 reasons. Or rather, 2 excuses.

1. FYP. 2. Mr Sunshine.

I was right, Im the kinda person who wont cut down on the things I normally do with my

social life evn if Ive a boyfriend. So I predicted (when I was single, & when I had boyfriends

on the other side of the world), that when I have a local boyfriend, Im gonna be double

busy. I was right. I AM double busy. Damn.

But I like to be busy.

Hes damn cute, cant stand it.

& Gwenie cant stand how I keep goin' "Hes damn cute, cant stand it"

LOL. But I wanna say it for the 1st time on my blog (wont be the last!), that my

Mr.G is damn cute. Heh. Love everythin' bout' myself therefore love everythin'

bout' you, HAHA.

Ya know what I mean dude.

Pics pics & lotsa pics gonna be up. I love my IVP team. I love everyone outthere with me

in the Philippines. Esp Lick & Fpin & my Little claire.

Job well-done guys. As Lionel puts it.

drama

2007-02-26T11:53:00.001+08:00

Lie lie lie lie LIES

My whole life was a big fat fuckin' lie. I found out, accidentally. That aft 22yrs,

my life was just a lie. & its scary how EVERYONE in ur life is part of this lie cos

EVERYONE knows except you. & EVERYONE has been playin' their part in

hidin' it from me. For 22yrs. It didnt help tt the person who told me jus said it so

matter-of-fact-ly. Cos he tot I knew it allllllll along. But I didnt.

Nobody had the intention of tellin' me anythin' at all.

Its impossible. Just when I tot my love-life was dramamamma. My family-life

is worse. Havin' troubles believin' it. I spent 4 nights cryin', spent a night ransackin'

my own house, emptied all the clothes frm the closet.

to find evn more distuurbin' stuff.

Well done. Any1 with more skeletons in their closet, than the 1 in my house?

NUS open is finally over. Went there to kill time. Like a pacer. Friggin' make up numbers.

Totally bowled like crap can.

Day 1- 739. Day 2- 741.

Oh. Wow. Like how hard issit to count the average for both days.

FYP FYP FYP for the nex comin' wk. & intensive trainin' for the philippines trip!

I jolly well dont go there & make up numbers again. Needa do somethin bout my spares.

I find it hard to talk to you without feelin' pissed.

It dsnt really matter lar huh.

helmi-nofigure

2007-02-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

大肥屎

大肥屎 was wearin' Tommy Hilfiger,

but, H**mi-no-figure lei.

Lol. So cute. Brilliant right. But I wasnt the 1 who tot of it. Jasc was the

bright lil' spark. Keke.

chains

2007-02-17T07:51:00.000+08:00

Its here

Ugh

2007-02-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

Diamonds lost

I said many times dont touch my dressin' table dont touch my dressin' table...

My earrins maybe be messily lying ard the dressin' table, but at least they

WERE ARD...

See what happened?

krit

2007-02-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

2nd & 3rd saddest thing of 2007

Both of them happened on the same day. Yesterday.

Woke up. Hit the gym. 2nd saddest thing happened.

I. Am going to The Philippines for Asean Uni Bowling Champs.

Thats a happy thing, of cos'. The prob is with HOW I ended going in the end...

I shld be grateful, I am. But its just... oh my gosh, I feel damn bad~

Ill train hard. I promise.

Then. Hit Chinatown to buy nian gao for mommie.

3rd saddest thing. I had only enuf $ to buy EITHER nian gao, OR

pineapple tarts... I love pineapple tarts, mommie daddy havent gotten pineapple tarts.

But mommie loves the nian gao from that particular stall in chinatown...

What kinda new yr issit w/o my fav pineapple tarts. & some1 pls tell me WHY are

pineapple tarts so $ex. I felt too sad to remain in the bustlin' streets of chinatown

anymore. Bought the nian gaos and took a train home.

Tts how broke I am. The saddest cny by far. & it didnt help when on my way to

the train station, I passed the candies stall sellin taiwanese mochi with fillin's.

$1.80/g... & each & every1 of them already feels like a ton.

No mochi & no pineapple tarts for the princess this yr.

My godbro & the ridiculous pics I took when I was in bkk last wk.

xiang nian

2007-02-06T18:18:00.000+08:00

。。。。。。

跟夏天才告别，转眼。满地落叶。

远远地，白云依旧无言。

像我心里面感觉，却还有增无减。

跟你说再见，转眼。又是冬天。

才一年，看着世界变迁。

有种沧海桑田，无常的感觉。

我对你的想念，此刻特别强烈。

但我们如此遥远。

2007-02-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

You call me Auntie, You die very ugly...

On my way home from work jus now,

lilttle indian boy on the bus.

Called me auntie...

Finally figured out wth is wrong with fileden, nothin.

It was all along me. & the &.

His favorite song.

back

2007-02-04T12:20:00.000+08:00

... ...

Cant think of a name for this entry. & cant quite be bothered. Gonna be long, yet short.

Long cos gonna cover a few days. Short cos needa cover so needa kp it short.

What kinda crap am I talkin' bout'. Oh well. Dsnt really matter. Nothin' much matters.

Tuesday.

Went STCC. Had lunch. Went Siam Sq. Kor was late for 2hrs. Bought mommie shoes.

Custom-made necklaces. Went Siam Paragon. To buy food to eat in the car. Cos no time for

dinner. Kor scared I hungry can... bought soooooo much food. SIX baos. All different

fillins. He loves baos. When he comes Im gonna stuff him with nice baos frm Lei Garden.

Was so full on the plane. Almost missed my flight. Cos May got off work late.

Thanks May Krit kor Poui & Amm.

Bet they went off to feast again aft they sent me off... we are always eatin'.

Slept thru'out on the plane. Landed bout' 12mn. Waited. Damn FUCKIN' long.

Made bout 100missed calls. To the same number. Pissed. Terribly. Took a cab home.

Wednesday.

School. Gwen's lecture. Brought her skirt & shos. Was afraid she didnt like the thin-strap

heels. Career fair. Waste of my time. Spanish class. Left early. Went for dinner at

Grassroots Club. Happy Birthday to me. Sang ktv with uncle. Quite fun. Called Vic & Jasc,

both refused to take my call. Tot they drunk-ed at home. Took a cab to Vic's hse. Failed

to persuade Claire to come with us. Outta hse by 11pm. Off to Zouk. Was on the dance

floor from 11.45pm to 4am. Good workout girls. I pee-ed 3 times in all.

Slept at 5am.

Thursday.

Up at 8am. Work, 10am to 3pm. Westmall Sakae. Jasc, Vic, Claire, Bernie.

Ikea. Bernie's house. Midnight, Happy Birthday to me.

Phone beeped bout 5 times = I have 5 frens.

Head was "konked" 22 times by claire & jasc. Means lotsa luck this comin' yr.

Prata stall somewhere in Jurong Town Hall till 4am.

Slept at 6am.

Friday.

Happy Birthday to me.

School. Meetin' at 2thirty. Made a few calls. Sent a few sms. Got a call. Realised

my birthday dinner only has 4 of us. Great. Nvr been happier.

Fungus buffet steamboat dinner. Then Minds Cafe. Got surprise present from Vic Jasc

& Claire. Nice dress. But needa change it. Huge. Tried it. Had bout' 4inches of excess cloth.

Cld feed I think another 1/6 of me in there. Cldn't evn stay on me. Nvr felt skinnier.

Crystal Jade cake. Too full. Present. Surprise tt my girls & I are telepathic. Tried the same

jacket in Bangkok on monday. Liked it alot. & got it for birthday.

My 1st item from Massimo Dutti.

Mr Bean- Vic Angiee Claire Bernie.

Slept at 3thirty.

Today.

Work. Was early. Was hungry. But no appetite. Havent ate anythin' the whole entire day.

Adrian & Jon were both at work. Tmr's Jon's birthday.

Me: Jon! Dont assume you're workin' tmr? So. Happy Birthday in advance!

Jon: Oh. Thanks! You know arh?! Eh! Then wheres my birthday kiss...

Me: Oh? So now we are talkin' bout birthday kisses? I think it was my birthday yday...

Jon, Adrian, Me: (LOL)

(Jon's not very tall...)

Adrian: Wa! Eh! Happy birthday man! I didnt know! Tmr arh? Wa... so you're just

1 day short of your birthday... LOL.

Jon: (-_-)

Adrian: Eh you know arh, 1cm means alot know. 1cm means more when you're 165cm

than when you're 170cm! tsktsktsk. Interestin' ratios isnt it!

Jon: (-_-)

(Boo came along. Very tall, bout 180cm)

Adrian: See! Loook at him, he grow 1 more cm. Not so much diff. Dsnt really matter. But if

you grow 1 more cm, wa! Means alot know...

(more colleagues gathered ard)

Adrian: Eh! Tmr is Jon's birthday! He is short of 1day to turn 30! Sorry arh Jon, we are all

short of knowin' it... LOL.

Jon: (-_-)

Me: Yea, 25++ for dinner buffet. I thought it wasnt too steep. Not bad lar.

Jon: Ya 25's not too ex. Was it good?

Adrian: 25! Thats ex lar! You all arh... tsk tsk tsk. I cant afford your granduer

taste...

Jon: Granduer!

Adrian: yea... Granduer, if you dont know what it means... in short, it is.... LOL!

Jon: (-_-)

When I was here, wanted to go back to Bangkok. When I was in Bangkok, wanted to

come back. When Im home, I dont wanna go out. But when Im out, I dont wanna go

home. Wth is wrong with me. Anyway. I think I wanna stay in. The world's not gonna hear from

me. Cant stand the outdoors. So windy. Hate the wind. My eyelashes are so long they

are flutterin' in the wind. Wth lar.

2007-01-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

Broke

So broke. I spent every single cent. & more.

Kor was so nice lar. He shopped with me from 11am allll the way to 9pm.

Skipped dinner with me. & his company wasnt the Sporean men type where they just

stand outside the shop & wait for you. He commented on almost every single piece of fashion.

Askin' for price, & slashin' price for me. I think hes better at doin' the "eeerrrrhh" thing

than me. Cos he does tt to the shop owners, & we usually get 50 or 100baht discount.

LOL.

Carried my shoppin' bags. & his own. (spent alot himself... Greyhound, 40% off! He went nuts)

Sent me home, watched TV & promised me a full day at Siam Square tmr.

Before he headed off to club, like AGAIN.

Headin' home tmr. Finally. Miss sch! Mi clase espanol.

Career fair on Wed.

I feel so depressed. Tryin' not to think.

Oh. & I cancelled on baby teerak today. Didnt see him at all this trip.

Think hes gonna kiiilllll meeeeee.

back from pattaya

2007-01-29T16:11:00.000+08:00

As I was sayin'

Finally has the time to sit down and blog again. This post gonna be long. Was talkin' bout lunch

with P'N... the things he said were really furnie. Or at least to me lar. He really cracks me up.

Furnie conversations. With sad & nervous & forced laughters.

Him: "kid, how was your spanish last semester? Did you even pass it? Dont remember you

rememberin' much bout' it. Haha."

Me: "hey. Wadya mean... I got B+! Takin' spanish level 2 this semester. YOU are the one who

cant quite remember anythin' bout the spanish you learnt in the states..."

Him: "gato negro!"

Me: "Black cat? What bout' black cat? Whos black cat?"

Him: "HAHA. Nothin. Nobody's. No black cat. Just black cat... LOL."

Him: "there was an even more ridiculous thing they made me take in 4th grade... you know

I had to study bout' plants? & crops. & which PESTICIDES to use for which crop? OMG.

Me: "HAHA! Whatever for! Yea... probably preparin' you kiddos just in case any1 of you

wanna become a farmer... haha."

Him: "yea and which part of me looked like I was gonna be a farmer when I grow up?

Yea yea I wanna do that I wanna plant stuff!!! Right..."

Him: "Did you have to plant beansprouts...?"

Me: "Yea! Haha. You have tt here too?! Its those silly green beans."

Him: "yea! & those silly cotton pads with water. That was easy. Alot easier than weavin' baskets.

But I still failed. Cos I never gave it water. Ill jus put in the beans. After 2 days, when

theres some leaves growin' out, Ill be like ' oh screw it!' yea~"

Me: "the ramen here is good!"

Him: "yea, I like it too. You know you always tell me you like Thai food or Jap food & Malay food

& whatever, I think its cos' you guys are too influenced by the British..."

Me: "huh? What has that gotta do with anythin'?"

Him: "Cos the english have sucky food! So they think everythin' else is nice... haha. Other

than soccer, there is nothin' else tt the english had contributed to the world..."

Me: "mmm... yea, I guess your right, seems like soccer is the only thing from the english

tt has a global impact. No wait, they have the Queen!"

Him: "Screw the Queen! No1 cares bout' the Queen...! LOL."

Oh well. Tts bout all tt I can remember. The ride back was extremely quiet.

Got drunk in Pattaya. Super dead dead drunk~ Club name was Differ. RnB plus live band!

Both at the same place, which is great cos' most clubs separate the 2 sections... & back to

my drunk story. The last thing I remember, I walked outta the toilet in the club & saw my

godbro. "sis! are you okie?!" "no... nonono." & I clung onto him.

The next thing I know, it was 9.30am & I woke up between my godbro & Amm.

The Red Label at Differ was a fake. Tasted nothin' like Escudo's. No wonder so much cheaper.

The last time I got sooooo drunk, was on cheap whiskey tt was suspected to be fake too.

I think maybe tts why... I think the Princess cant take knock-offs.

No fakes please.

headin' to pattaya

2007-01-28T06:56:00.000+08:00

Before Pattaya

Back from breakfast with him. Was kinda like a lunch. & we didnt have dimsum, opted for

Japanese ramen instead. Authentic jap chef. Yummy. & lotsa cute lil jap kiddos runnin' ard

the eatin' place. I think he only eats at auth places... still remember the underground italian

restaurant with super yummy fattenin' pasta, with lotsa italians & italian opera... haha.

I had kimchi ramen & he, tanaka ramen. Didnt bring my camera along,

no food pics. No he pics. Mm. After lunch headed to Palm Street, went madam heng's for tea.

With honey. Real awakenin'. Great for a day like today after crazy Escudo last night.

The way he added honey into my tea... sigh~ How sweet. I mean both the honey & him.

& its the same ol' hilarious him. With the same ol' nonsense. Below are parts of our

conversations today.

Him: "you know I had a mandatory class when I was lil. I think bout 3rd grade. I had to

pay someone to do the finals for me so that I'll pass it..."

Me: "?! Money makes the world goes round no matter how old, or how young you are huh?

What class was it?"

Him: "This. (pointin' to a page of cross-stitch instructions & demos on the magazine) You

know I was so shit at it. It was so borin'. I had no damn idea WHY they made boys go

thru' that class... it was ridiculous. & whats more ridiculous was that everyone else seems to

be able to do it. Cept' me.

Me: "LOL. Dont they teach you 1st? Shld have assignments thru' out the sem before the finals

right? How did you survive?"

Him: "I didnt! You know I had a stitch & sew a rag... Gawd knows how in the world anyone can

do tt. I went to buy one. & started pluckin' out fur & thread & whateva from it. To make it

look bad... as though I made it."

Me: "quite smart for a 3rd grade... *shrugz*"

Him: "but I still failed the assignment. & the finals was worse. They wanted me to WEAVE a

damn basket. Can you believe that?! When everyone was almost done, I still had only 1 twig.

A couple of days before the dateline, I paid someone to do it for me. HAHA."

Okie I realise I dont have time to blog bout other parts of our conversations & how our lunch date went. But this was 1 of the furniest.

Cos Krit just called & we are leavin' for Pattaya soon. All packed. 1 toiletry bag.

& 1 more toiletry bag, for my clothes. LOL. Clothes in toiletry bag, cool right.

Adios.

Will be back tmr night.

drunk

2007-01-27T18:37:00.000+08:00

Drunk & still bloggin'

Just got home frm Escudo. Drunk. Havent been so high in a while. & somehow I can

still blog. Lol. Waitin' fer my hair to dry after a shower. Didnt realise how much I miss Escudo

until i got there just now. Miss it sooooo much till I almost felt like tearin'. Haha. Spastic. &

I kinda lost count of the no. of bottles we opened today. By the 4th bottle, I already start

to not remember where I place my glass everytime it leaves my hand...

Hmm. Spent a lil bit of $ today & did

somethin' super ridiculous to myself. I look ridiculous now. But all my frens here think I

look great. Oh well. Dimsum breakfast tmr. With him. He didnt hang out with us today.

Supposedly sick. Gave me lotsa missed calls. But I was too busy walkin' ard Siam alone

to notice my phone ringin'. & everytime I missed his call, he will call 1 of our fren & Ill

somehow miraculously pick up their call instead to have them shoutin' at me,

"hey! P'N tried to call u na~ why you not take his call!!!"

He will wake me up. Hope I hear

his call, cos I have news for him- Operation D.

Yea. Pattaya tmr! X) But P'pong may not be comin... saddest thing! *boohoo*

Aight. Gonna go to bed soon...

Check out my deformed self at www.gdiot.blogspot.com

in bkk

2007-01-27T04:37:00.000+08:00

Bangkok

Didnt realise how much I miss this place until I got here last night! Gosh.

Completely miss the EVERYTHIN' here can. Like the highway lightins, the advert

billboards, abit crazy to say this but, the air! Not that it smells great... but I just kinda miss it.

& definitely the food can... Ae!!! We had our favorite Kung-chay-nam-phlah last night.

Bet u miss it like mad. Tasted gggggrrreeaat! *bleah* X)

I miss every1 here too. Will be stayin' at May's. She gave me her bed. Feel so bad.

Like how Chester gave up his bed when I was in the Philippines too. Haha.

I have nice friends, dont I. Oh well. My godbro is ever so hilarious. Damn happy he was the

1st person I saw when I reached Bkk last night. Came to pick me at the airport. & cos he was

pushin' my trolley with my luggage & I was like hookin' my arm ard his, I guess we kinda

look like a couple on a holiday. So while walkin' thru the airport, many of those taxi

services approached us & asked in tt thai-accented english if we wanted taxis. Him being

the hilarious him, "dammit dammit. Hey! I AM thai... oh wait. I KNOW. I look

japanese right?! Oh. No. I look Italiano... (*bigrinZ*)"

Oh! & some1 in our group is finally attached... I always thought its damn furni that everybody

in the group is single. & I always attribute it to the fact that its cos' all of us are too busy

partyin' amongst ourselves, to meet others OUTSIDE of our group. Yeap yeap, May's

got a new gf! Happy for her. & yes my handsome godbro is still single, for dont know

whatever reason. & he finally graduated. & I suddenly realise I may not have 5 days to

shop!!! Seems like my frens all planned my itinerary. Tonight, Escudo! Accordin' to May,

tonight is "mai mao mai kaap". Which means not drunk not going home.

Tmr, when everyone wakes up, drive to Pattaya for seafood dinner. Then club. & get wasted

again. & Sunday, when everyone wakes up, drive back to Bkk. How cool is that right.

Dont you think all my frens & I damn good at plannin' to get wasted?

Called baby last night! X) Sounded awfully surprised! Which means... he totally forgot that

I was comin'. How nice of you baby teerak. =

& I think somethin' awful is happenin' to me. I feel that I kinda miss Spore. Kinda

cant wait to go back on Tues... please tell me its not what I think it might be cos' of.

When Im in Spore I miss Bkk, when Im here I miss Spore. Wth. I have to stop

cuttin' up pieces of myself & my heart & throwin' it all ard the globe... Ugh.

in sch

2007-01-25T08:15:00.000+08:00

Havent been

Super big time slackin' in sch today. Think all my weds are gonna be like this. Major 5

hrs gap between a meetin' and a class. Gosh. Luckily today had baby moo to

accompany me to have lunch. We super killed time. Slow drive to Tiong Bahru mkt,

then visit his new house, then a slow drive back to sch.

Some1 thinks baby moo is "kong kum", as though petrol no need $$$ like that. LOL.

Am talkin' to Lionel now on msn. He jus said somethin' I thought is friggin'

hilarious.

L: unless got some super duper chase girl manual that I can use.

Me: na~ I think you're doin' jus fine lar, dont worry bout' it. Cos I think each &

every guy has their own way of chasin' girls when they find the girl they like...

L: yea, I guess you're right...

Me: No matter how woodblock also will somehow become cassanova lar...

L: I think Im like STONEblock. Worse than wood. But if the stone become

DIAMOND then maybe got chance lar...

which girl dont like diamond right...?

Me: LOL.

Havent blogged for a whole wk. Been MIA-ing... doin'... nothin' much in particular...

Havent been lookin' for a job... Havent been shoppin', havent been attendin' too many

classes in sch, havent been bowlin' thats definite (check out my 4cm long nails, until

last night), havent been sleepin' much. Theres only 1 thing I remember doin'

very often these past couple of weeks though. Talkin' on the phone...

Gosh. THAT is costin both of us lotsa sleep. &. YOUR silly lil' pimple.

Im gonna get more sleep in quiet thailand for the next 6 nights.

& he will get withdrawal symptoms from suddenly not talkin' to me for 6

nights... or so he claims. Hah. We shall see.

Yea. Mambo night tonight. & I havent packed for my trip tmr. So dead. Needa super

pack like superman before the flight... hope I dont sleep thru' the entire tmr

mornin'. Wa. Tonight Zouk. Friday ESCUDO!

Yea yea yea. Cant wait to see every1. Esp him.

Was thinkin' of sacrificin' baby so tt I can have more time for others... LOL.

Think he wont mind lar huh.

You know I was just wonderin right...

If I said that I hate bimbos & vainpots, will pple think that I hate myself?

& laugh till they drop dead?

LOL.

Like how I think its really funny alot of people may say that they hate hypocrites

& backstabbers & stuff... when what they are unknowingly doin', is make me laugh till

I drop dead.

:[

2007-01-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

视而不见

其实早明了你的爱已随风飘

傻到了无可救药

kiddos

2007-01-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

Mis Kiddos!

Back in clase español today! But not in Arancha's class...

Oh well.

Anyway. These pics were from last Sat. Met kiddos for dinner & dessert.

So here are the pics. I think we are all quite retarded. LOL.

& Bernam's furni face is like da same as the non-furni face.

Like wth.

& Jas is like Ms-super-can-eat-but-still-not-FAT.

She came from a BBQ & was still eatin PASTA at 2230hrs...

Whereas the rest of us were already terribly worried bout' what the

xiao long bao dinner PLUS the cheesecake dessert at NYDC, are gonna do to

our body and our daily calorie intake count...

May I present to you the ILTB-club.

(short off Geri dearie though...)

(& Bernams is NOT part of the club...)

Oh. & ILTB does not,

stand for I Love To Bowl...

Go figure. LOL.

2007-01-15T10:31:00.000+08:00

Insomniac

Havent been sleepin'. Been sleepin' once every 2 nights.

Cant sleep.

Its always at least 36hrs awake before I go to bed.

Its terrible.

Terribly distracted.

My days' been feelin terribly long.

2007-01-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

It wasnt me

(sittin' at CanA while having lunch gossip with DoReMi)

DoReMi: "we shld buy this product cos i think this product is

cool! & Im the epitome of coolness. So the product is cool!"

LOL.

Was at the mambos last night with all my IVP kakis. So happy.

Actually not ALL lar... like what I told angiee,

"no lor not all ntu bowlers are chiongsters lor! Look carefully its just

ladies team 1 plus Clarence!"

Clarence is actually alot of fun! & he brought me a BIG surprise...

Scandalous night. Angiee & Jasc & Vic all gettin' their tight bums groped.

By me. & who knows who else...( just kiddin'!)

As for me. *aherm*

Ya, think that wasnt me.

So not drunk. But still quite high. On the atmosphere.

Felt younger. Dances were great!

Oh well. Time to hit the gym again this wkend. But body still achin'.

Think bernams manage to get the kiddos out this sat night? Great.

Had alot to blog about today. About school & all, 1st day.

Furni Prof.

But suddenly no mood le after a phonecall. Shldnt have picked it up.

2007-01-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

Feeling nice & bored

Woke up early. Did some bakin'. Bought some fruit tarts.

& headed down to the office.

Time to show some appreciation to pple who worked hard in 2006

to kp a part of my world movin'.

Big thanks to all in SBF.

Enjoy the tarts.

(pics of the food shld be up on bernam's blog)

Hope she can arrange for the girls to all come out & meet on

Sat this wk aft my work. X)

Wanted to blog more bout' my philippines trip last night but cldnt

log onto blogger... so here goes, 2nd pic up. Our lunch at

YellowCab. Never saw a pizza this huge. Finished by the 5 of us.

Merli, Len, Chester & Liza.

We cut it into TWENTY FOUR slices...

Oh! *Beams*

2007-01-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

Not very clever...

Caught a movie last night.

"The Victim".

Like the plot. Quite good. Alot better than Colic.

But totally freaked myself out.

So dumb lor, going there at the end of the month then still go

& watch all those horror flicks from there.

1st pic from the philippines trip! Krispy Kreme doughnuts!

At 1st I was the only one excited bout it... end up,

all 3 of us shared 2 dozens of doughnuts! Which we ate as breakfast

for the next 5 days... Haha. But its a pity we dont have it here.

We jus dont have the doughnut culture...

But look at those doughnuts floatin' in the oil on its way to the

sugar glazin' fountain! Absolutely temptin'.

& the free sample doughnut they gave to everyone in the Q was

the reason why Merli & Lenny decided they shld invest

in some doughnuts too...

Check this out!

Somethin' quite furni happened on the day I reached when

Tye & Elaine went to fetch me...

Elaine: "Cam, half a yr in Bkk, did you find someone special?"

Me: "Erm... Haha. (giggles nervously) No? Haha."

Tye: "Really?"

Elaine: "So when are you going back to Bkk again?"

Me: "End of the month."

Elaine: "Wow. Thats quick."

Tye: "Arh..... Someone SPECIAL..."

Elaine: "Cam. DO WE KNOW this someone SPECIAL?"

Me: "Huh? Err. No?"

Lol. I know what they were thinkin'. More like I know WHO they were

thinkin'. WHO alot of pple thinkin' too.

No. Wrong. *Dneh* W-R-O-N-G.

LOL. Hor?

Hmm. Jojoe's in town...

Some of us knew, some of us didnt.

Lol. Hor?

Not intendin' to go to the night safari with them...

Been there the past 3 times, all with Thais.

I dont want a 4th time, with a Thai, again.

No1 in the right mind goes to their own country's place of interest

more than once in 5 yrs or something...

going with them means my 4th time in the last 18 months...

only lose to the tour guide, as 1 friend puts it.

LOL. Hor?

Happy Birthday Darling

2007-01-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Darling!

Thats birthday boy.

Tryin' to ignore Mr Ace.

Who was happily posin' for the camera.

& it was obvious to photographer (DoReMi) & I that birthday boy

cant be bothered very much.

LOL.

Happy 22nd birthday darling~!

Love you orh.

So tt was yet another bash. The 1st in 2007.

Have you ever seen ex-gfs, flings, and whatever other nonsense

all roll into one whole big ball of great girl pals and hommies?

Come to one of my darling's party.

You'll learn something.

im back!

2007-01-06T15:31:00.000+08:00

Im Back!

Baack bacck back!

I wanna get married too! I wanna church weddin' too!

Love Tye & Elaine, congrats again!

*woohoo*

Lots of pictures to put up frm the trip.

Too bad had to come back the day aft the weddin'. So much

catchin' up to do with so many others...

Dont know why but stupid stupid spent the whole wk before the

weddin' with tye n chest n biboy gang instead of callin up others.

Ended up only saw others at the dinner last night...

& they all went "we will go out! when you going back?!"

"tmr aftnn..."

"WHAT?!"

Yea... didnt get to say much to apple and rj as well.

Only just here and there at the weddin'. =[

Oh well. Glad to be back! Time to go back to work tmr!

Yippie. Busy wkend again. Will meet the girls fer dinner tmr night.

& its darling's birthday party tmr night...

Needa meet tengteng too... overdued lunch date.

Then. Its time to start packin' for my trip to see him.

*aherm*

& my Krit korkor! & so many many others.

& stupid baby teerak.

*beams*

xmas wkend at lexus

2006-12-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

Cookin'!

Will be tryin' to bake & cook tmr mornin' for our potluck party.

How nice hor those pple bringin' logcake (i.e TZE), no

need crack brains. Next yr I also wanna "choop" to contribute this kinda

no need think kinda food...

I got 1 fren even better! Even Xmas presents also no need to think.

Just ask A to buy for B on his behalf & B to buy for C on his

behalf. Money makes the world goes round HOR?

Think I bought you the right Xmas present.

Anyway. Cant believe I spent my entire Xmas wkend at work.

But oh well, it was fun at the showroom.

Work was borin' cos' crowd was bad, nobody...

& cos' theres nobody, there was more talk rubbish session

with the SCs.

Shirlaine! The new girl, newer than me. We always talkin' bout

bimbo stuff. She loves my new hair. Cos' her perm didnt last.

Gene, super metrosexual... nice bod. Whos so vain. He carries a

Samsonite briefcase, in off-white vintage design. & made me guess the

price. Gosh. Half a thousand. Who so seriously cant stand me & Shirlaine's

bimbo talk... & tries to irritate us by joinin' in our conversation with a

high-pitched sickenin' voice.

As usual, Adrian the usual cynical self... but hilarious. & sick today.

Was tellin' us bout' horse & elephant ejacs... ewww. Sicccck Adrian.

& Don, spacin' out every now & then. When hes not pretendin' to flirt.

Caught him doin' quite a gd abstrac sketch on the notepad today...

P'Ben, my thai speakin' colleague, who is actually my fav SC,

probably cos' he reminds me of a thai. Who was so happy he closed

a deal today with tt client tt he so reluctantly gave in when I asked

him to serve yesterday. Heh. Thank me right. Who is so nice to lend

me his jacket before I froze to death in the showroom today. X)

& Jonathan. Thought hes only like 26 or sumthing. Found out today

hes actually turnin' 30 in 1 & half month's time! 4th Feb baby.

Today he said 'vibrator mode' when what he wanted to say was

'vibration mode'... "eh! turn on the vibrator mode lei!" LOL.

& Josh. Terribly rude kid, if you dont know him. No qualms bout'

usin' vulgarities infront of pple he hardly knows.

But I like his frankness. & attitude. Forever tt condescendin' tone.

Always judgin' his customers. Didnt quite like him at first,

but beginnin' to like him more. Always teasin' me & Jonathan with those,

"hey cam, askin' this on behalf of Jon ah, are you attached?"

"if you're single & Jon is single, will you consider makin him your bf huh?

Hes not bad what!"

Been cranky these 2 days cos he hasnt sold many cars this mth.

But today he DOUBLED his sales!

From 1 to 2. HAHA.

Talked alot to him today. Cos left pretty much just the 2 of us by 5pm.

Told me more bout himself. Interestin'.

& Josh was very nice to gimme a ride after work... *beams*

she bu de

2006-12-24T15:24:00.000+08:00

Lonely Xmas

我握着你给的自由，却看见我的伤痛

我已经不想再配合，你太多的规则

我们两个人的伤痛，我都能一个人承受

这是爱情的错，就算舍不得又如何

是我爱错了，确真的还是舍不得。

baby's an idiot

2006-12-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

Baby's an idiot!

Baby's an idiot.

2 yrs top seed but both yrs didnt win.

Baby's an idiot.

9 to win & he threw 6?!

Baby's an idiot.

Every friday ask him go Escudo he dont wanna go but

tonight hes going when I cant.

Baby's an idiot.

Told him next month go find him but he say he gonna

go be a monk.

LOL.

2006-12-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

LOL

"It's called Break-Up because it's BROKEN"

$18.20 (20% discount)= $14.56

Less than $15.

Within budget.

Bought your present.

Bought your present too.

Short of ours only.

Ha...